Motivation

I think I've just realised why I have lost my motivation, with everything. It's hard trying to cope when someone you love is going to be out of your life in less than a month, especially when you didn't realise how much you loved that person till you knew they wouldn't be able to come see you whenever you wanted them to. I've had long distance relationships in the past and they've never seemed to work, by that I mean the guys always cheated. I know he's not like that at all, but that's what I thought about the last two. I love him more than I've ever loved anyone who's come come into my life, and I don't know how I'm gonna deal with him not being here. The longest time apart we've had has only been a few days, now it could be weeks. I'll miss him so much.